Kristen R: Change of Course in Boston

“A course never quite looks the same way twice. The combinations of weather, season, light, feelings and thoughts that you find there are ever-changing.” -Joe Henderson

The events that took place yesterday at the Boston Marathon are tragic. Tragic for the obvious reasons — for the lives lost and those injured — and tragic because they reawaken that sense of dread and sorrow that weighs you down after something like this occurs. Just as we felt following Sandy Hook. And 9-11. And Virginia Tech. Too many more to name.

I heard the news about Boston in the middle of a hectic work day where I jumped from one meeting to the next with little down time. A friend and co-worker emailed me, along with the group of friends whom I had traveled with to D.C. to run in the Cherry Blossom 10-mile race. We all work together but it’s really the running that bonds us.

I immediately jumped on Twitter to reach out to my extended running community. People I don’t know and will more than likely never meet, but people who give me bits of advice and daily encouragements on all things running. They are a group smattered across the continental U.S., England, Canada, Australia, Hawaii and beyond. They know me by my Twitter handle and profile image more than my first name and face.

And they are why I run. Not the virtual strangers on Twitter or my friends/co-workers, but the community I’ve found as a runner. Sure, I also run to push myself, to accomplish goals I set, and to have time to myself to regroup and sort out my head. But there’s community among us runners. We cheer for one another; we celebrate friends, strangers and ourselves; we coach and high-five; we compete; we ring cowbells; we might even trash talk and spit a bit too much.

I ran a lot before I had kids and I ran with a group. We spent hours out there together on trails and sidewalks. We shared laughs, tears, falls, bloody knees, and awkward bathroom stops. When I started running again after kids, it was solo. It wasn’t until I finally ran in a race again that I remembered why I loved it so much. There’s community in knowing you are in it with other people. You’re all out there for the same reason. I may want to cross the finish line for a different reason than the woman in front of me or the guy behind me, but we want to cross that line — and we do. Maybe we envy the ones who cross before us — and maybe not — and maybe we relish the looks on the faces of those who finish after us because we know how good it feels. The energy of it all is undeniable — and can even my bring my Dad to tears upon witnessing it.

Watching the news about Boston has shaken me. Seeing my community nearing a finish line I will doubtfully ever experience and understanding that for many a runner it’s a  lifetime goal being realized, only to be literally rocked to the core by the unimaginable, is crushing.

That man I saw fall as the first explosion occurred and the dazed looks I saw on the faces of the people who crossed the finish line just after it happened — victorious, but not understanding that a different story was being written? I hurt for them. I hurt for them and their families, friends, partners and fans watching and who were injured. They are my people. They are my community.

Sadly, that course will never quite look the same.

No running log today.

Gotta run,
Kristen R.

KHP Art Below

KHP - Mourning

KHP – Mourning


About Kristen R.

Counting down to 40, while juggling motherhood, marriage, the corporate grind & middle-of-the-pack running. It's OK to point & laugh.
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11 Responses to Kristen R: Change of Course in Boston

  1. Your husband says:

    Beautifully said.

  2. lehorse says:

    Well said Kristen

  3. wwwmama says:

    I can’t write about Boston yet; it’s too awful and too close to home. You’ve done beautifully, as your husband wrote. Thank you for writing about this today. I am so very, very sad that we live in a world where this is possible

  4. wwwmama says:

    KHP, what a beautiful piece of art. Truly.

  5. Jim Brennan says:

    Well put, Kristen. Running is the thing that bonds us, and those who write about it, share their words, thoughts and passions, express how much we are all alike. Whether we are teachers, unemployed, businesspersons, taxi drivers, doctors, carpenters or homeless, when we are pounding the pavement, we are all the same.

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